Whatever crosses my mind.

The Last Words of Famous Suicide Notes:

  • “I feel certain that I’m going mad again. I feel we can’t go thru another of those terrible times. And I shan’t recover this time. I begin to hear voices.” - Virginia Woolf.
  • “The act of taking my own life is not something I am doing without a lot of thought. I don’t believe that people should take their own lives without deep and thoughtful reflection over a considerable period of time. I do believe strongly, however, that the right to do so is one of the most fundamental rights that anyone in a free society should have. For me much of the world makes no sense, but my feelings about what I am doing ring loud and clear to an inner ear and a place where there is no self, only calm. Love always, Wendy.” - Wendy O. Williams.
  • “The future is just old age and illness and pain…. I must have peace and this is the only way.” - James Whale.
  • “To Harald, may God forgive you and forgive me too but I prefer to take my life away and our baby’s before I bring him with shame or killing him, Lupe.” - Lupe Velez.
  • “No More Games. No More Bombs. No More Walking. No More Fun. No More Swimming. 67. That is 17 years past 50. 17 more than I needed or wanted. Boring. I am always bitchy. No Fun – for anybody. 67. You are getting Greedy. Act your old age. Relax – This won’t hurt.” - Hunter S. Thompson.
  • “Frances and Courtney, I’ll be at your altar. Please keep going Courtney, for Frances for her life will be so much happier without me. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU.” - Kurt Cobain.
  • “When I am dead, and over me bright April. Shakes out her rain drenched hair, Tho you should lean above me broken hearted, I shall not care. For I shall have peace. As leafey trees are peaceful. When rain bends down the bough. And I shall be more silent and cold hearted Than you are now.” - Sarah Teasdale.
  • “Dear World, I am leaving you because I am bored. I feel I have lived long enough. I am leaving you with your worries in this sweet cesspool - good luck.” - George Sanders.
  • “I must end it. There’s no hope left. I’ll be at peace. No one had anything to do with this. My decision totally.” - Freddie Prinze.
  • “They tried to get me - I got them first!” - Vachel Lindsay.

Every time fathers day comes up all I think about how much I wish my dad was apart of my life. I can’t even imagine what it would be like if he was, I just have never had that father figure to show me what guys should be like so since my dad left my who aspect on guys is that they all leave. You may call it an excuse but it’s honestly not, I’ve never had a male figure in my life as a kid so it’s hard to know what guys should really be like. I’ve been dealing with this for 17 years now and everybody says “oh I understand”, no you don’t understand, not one bit actually. It makes me so mad because people that have fathers take advantage of them while I sit there wishing I could have a father. Every time I get on this subject with my mom she always says “I respect you so much, you have grown up without a father and have become so strong from it, I could never imagine my life without my dad and I look up to you because you showed me you can still move on without a dad”, it just kills me every single time. When fathers day comes around, If you have a dad please show him and tell him how much you appreciate him for being there with you from day one, and how grateful you are that he stuck around. And for all you who don’t have a father or have lost a father, I know what it’s like not to have that and if I can make it through it I know you can too, and I’m here.

heartsfallingup:

Happy Birthday Beautiful!

heartsfallingup:

Happy Birthday Beautiful!

jamiebetz:

and me

jamiebetz:

and me

jamiebetz:

i want one so bad